Darkness used to be every child’s major fear. Till date, I don’t like to sleep without the lights on. Meche can testify to that 😩😩. She likes to sleep with the lights off, maybe it’s because she’s really fair in complexion, and that, is her light that shines in the dark, somewhat. I’m dark, and asides God being the “invisible light”, lol. I am a dark, not-so-dark skinned lady (it’s quite complicated).

Before the details get too gory. I got scared today! I was partly overwhelmed with a fear that I couldn’t beat down so easily and no number of ” God has not given me the spirit of fear,but of a sound mind….” recitations did the trick.

I was scared that I was going to fail and embarrass myself, causing God’s name to be mocked, somewhat. I was scared about the new project , #WWJD, you read about it in my previous post, yeah?

I started to think,
“What if this movement is all wrong” ” what if I’m not doing it the right way” “what if nobody gets saved or learn a thing or two to help their spiritual lives from this movement” ” what if nobody shares”?????

I mean, for any Christian and someone who has a relationship with God. Any idea, to me, is a divine idea. And what even makes it better? It came to me during my personal retreat, so why do I feel it won’t work out.

But God gave me a re-assurance in His Word. Oh, how he has the perfect word for every situation!

Philipians 1:6
“Being Confident of this very thing that he which hath begun the good work in you, will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ”

Immediately, I had confidence in my God, he wasn’t going to invest too much in me to give up on me now, he knows better than anyone, that in my life, the best is yet to come and that the greatest things in my life are still in the making! Glory!!!. I’m no longer scared, I feel peace that actually surpassed my understanding! And you know what? I got massive shares on my social media platforms on the WWJD project! Isn’t God amazing! All my friends, they turned up! It was just a confirmation that God is set to see me through this project he dropped in my mind. I’m grateful to all of my friends who shared and all, if you’re reading this, I love you massively!

Let me leave you with this.

Psalms 37:5

“Commit thy way unto the Lord, trust also in Him; and he shall bring it to pass”.


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